It's One of Those Days

We did have plans for today, but most of them fell through.

Therefore, my day has been unplanned.

Much as I say I like a day when I can just stay at home with no plans, I really don't.

I need routine and a format to follow.  I really do.

My biggest fear when I retired was becoming a slug, sleeping late, going to bed late, sitting around in my jammies all day, not showering, just putting off doing anything and everything.

Fortunately there haven't been too many days like that, but they do happen once in a while.

And I don't like them.

Today is one of them...not planned to be, but it just happened.

Here it is, 12:45 p.m.  I am still in my jammies.   I need to take a shower.  I have been sitting in the recliner, up and moving around at times, but always back to the recliner.

What am I doing while sitting in the recliner?  Nothing.  Just nothing. 

Oh, I check FB every once in a while.  I check in at Dotti's.  I check email.  I am watching television.  But I feel really blah and lifeless and just like I need to sit and let life pass me by.

I don't like it.

What I wanted to do was go to the quilt shop today and check on how to fussy cut the border for Courtney's quilt. I wanted to select and purchase the backing for it.  I wanted to look for batting. My plan was to finish it and take it to Betty's for quilting while we were on the cruise.  Not it may not happen.

Gary said when he came home from taking the car in for an oil change that I should just get ready and go to the quilt shop. But it is in Rossville, and I am not going there today, then driving back home, then returning tomorrow.

We could spend the night, but that is not what I want to do either.  I like to sleep in my own bed and sometimes it is just easier to do that and get up early and travel to whichever house we are going to than to pack things and spend the night and try to do the morning routine in a different bathroom.

So here I sit. 

Still in my jammies.

Still watching Wheel of Fortune.

Still feeling sluggish and not wanting to do anything.

I don't like this.

I guess it is one of those days.